[The Brit's Blog]
My autobiography ( a work in progress)scared
2007-08-10
okay so i'm a week late getting my period. and i'm worried not that i'm pregnant, but that i'm not. i'm worried i won't be able to have kids. because and i have been quite careless and i've yet to get pregnant. unless i am now. which i took an at home pregnancy test today and it was negative. i cried. i know everyone says that i shouldn't have a child so soon and it will basically ruin my life. but i want a family so bad. and it's not really a selfish reason. i want to be able to take care of someone all the time. and it doesn't really matter if they appreciate it or not. i want a little person who is a combination of me and the gratest man i've ever known. and i think i'm ready. and i have plenty of support. from friends and family. i want a baby so bad. and before you ask if chris wants a baby. i heard him praying for a baby. so i know he wants it just as bad as me.
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