[The Brit's Blog]
My autobiography ( a work in progress)Victim of Myself
2007-04-11
I am broken
will you fix m
or will you leave me lying here
I'm a victim of myself
my anger and my hate
why am i my own enemy
drowning in the tears
shed for all the years
when I pushed everyone away
and cried that I was lonely
and now I'm tearing down the walls
built to protect me from the world
and funny
all along
I was running from myself
yet I was trapped inside the shell
that i myself had built
funny how it all works out
it's so ironic
and looking back now
you'd always helped me
you tried to fix me
but I just hurt myself again
I'm a victim of myself
the self-pity and self-loathing
self-mutilation
I'm overcoming
I wish I'd learned this long ago
Brit G. Dec 9, 2004
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