[The Brit's Blog]
My autobiography ( a work in progress)No Doubt
2007-05-08
like a year and a half ago i was watching a tv show and it was featuring professional basketball players and their wives. there was a woman who gave her husband one freebee to cheat a year. and for some reason like 2 weeks ago that popped in my head. so i asked chris what he thougt about freebees. and at the time he just answered my question and let it go. but apparently yesterday he thought about it and it really started bothering him. sooo... he called me and asked about it. like why i asked that question. i told him i was just curious and that was all. but he still just wasn't sure. he also has been having a lot of doubts about us and the future of our relationship. so he asked me to somehow let him know that he doesn't need to worry. he wanted me to tell why it's just me and him. why he shouldn't doubt our relationship. why he should trust me. and why i love him. he said if i needed some time to think i could call him back. he said i couldn't just say i love him and to just trust me because i've said that before and it isn't enough.so i got off the phone with him and i wrote. i answered all his questions.
so..i told him that he is answered prayer. i told him it's just going to be me and him because i'm endebted to him. he rescued me from what i was doing and where i was going. i told him that he is exactly what i'd been praying for for years. i cried myself to sleep so many times wanting and praying for someone to love me, to rescue me and to cherish and care for me. and finally that prayer was answered a year ago. i told him all the reasons i love him. when i called him back and read him what i wrote, he cried. a happy cry. he told me he now has no doubt in his heart and mind that we are going to be together for the rest of our lives. yay.
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