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on a better note

2007-06-20

yesterday chris bought a car. it's an acura integra . i think gxr. 4-door. it has an aftermarket paintjob. and it has a body kit. been lowered 2". power everything. vtech engine. nice interior. $1400. nice. oh and cat-back exhaust. yay. i like it. and it's a 5 speed like he wanted. hopefully he'll be responsible driving though. not speeding. because he just got off probation for speeding. anyway. so yeah. happy. and sometime this week mom and i are supposed to go to the junk yard and get the parts for my mirage so i can have a vehicle and can go get a freeking job.

a little worry...

2007-06-20

okay.. so chris and i are engaged right. that means we'll be getting married soon. but now i'm worried... about us. about him. about me. about our relationship. for the first time i had a dream that i was with someone else. only i was still with chris... i love chris with all my heart and he's been my everything from day one. but more and more lately  i've been thinking about other guys. like my ex. and  my high school crush. and this guy chad i met last august. and i kinda worry that it might mean chris and i aren't going to last much longer. idk. putting it down in words it doesn't look logical. but... idk.. do people in a serious relationship still think about other people? and if they do, is it okay?

games

2007-06-19

i'm playing jezzball right now. has anyone else ever heard of this game? and how many people still play tetris. i do.

by the way

2007-06-19

I graduated on May 31. and last Thursday I got my driver's license. And as soon as I get my car fixed I'll be getting a job. YAY!

arrrg!

2007-06-19

You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow, You are definitely quirky and often mistaken for mad but if anyone is truly paying attention they can see there is method to your madness. You try really hard to be bad but in the end you tend to do the right thing.

Captain Jack Sparrow

 
100%

Black Beard

 
92%

Sinbad

 
83%

Dread Pirate Roberts

 
75%

Captain Barbosa

 
75%

Will Turner

 
67%

Captain James T. Hook

 
58%

Mary Read

 
42%

Long John Silvers

 
33%

Morgan Adams

 
33%

What kind of Pirate are you?
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drama drama drama

2007-06-19

well... i haven't written in awhile and to all my many fans i'm sorry (lol)

anyway. so i'm in another movie. it's another teen horror flick. that's fun.

my best friend is in california right now. and my other best friend is a camp counselor for most of the summer, and my other best friend is here doing nothing besides filming and working. so.... yeah. :( anyway.... so my aunt's husband(yes i know that would make him my uncle but i don't like him so i just say my aunt's husband) he's back in jail. he was a recovering crackhead.. was. for like three months. and last week he punched my aunt in the face twice. it looks really bad. he's been back on drugs since april. and he overdrew their checking account leaving my aunt with no money. and she has a boy who is about to turn two. she has a trailer to live in but she doesn't want to live there. but chris and i are going to see if we can just take over her lease so we don't have to put down a deposit and we'll live there. in the meantime my aunt and her baby are going to be sharing a room with me. oh boy. how exciting.  it's going to be weird because i'm used to staying up playing video games until i get tired. which is like 2am. and i usually get home around 12am when i go out with chris and he spends the night alot without anyone knowing. and now he can't do that.  which makes me angry and sad. but we're trying to get a place of our own right now. yay. well that's all for now. laters

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